This year was my most unusual teacher experience in my 27-year career. Our State Superintendent of Schools announced on March 12th that the next day, a Friday, would be our last in school for 2 weeks due to the COVID-19 outbreak. That 2-week isolation event turned into 10 more weeks with an announcement on April 1st. Remote learning began on April 6th and lasted until the last day of school on June 19th. School events like proms, fundraising, the drama production, concerts, sporting events were all put on hold. One of the worst was the cancellation of graduation with the event moving to a pre-recorded virtual event.

Remote learning was, and is, a challenge. Our district complicated matters by adding an online component that no one had much experience in using, we could not grade assignments – only scoring with feedback, and the entire 3rd and 4th marking periods would be only pass/fail.

Meetings between teachers used a different platform than used with students. Again, not many teachers had experience with that platform. Meetings became more frequent, starting as check-ins, and then more into the business of school. My calendar quickly filled up with content meetings, department meetings, faculty meetings, technology meetings…the list seemed endless. Microsoft Teams, Zoom, and Google Meets became the buzz words of the day.

Our kitchen table quickly transformed into the “home office”. Opening by 7 AM each morning, and sometimes not shutting down for the day until late in the afternoon. I have never been so tired. Sleeping was difficult as my mind raced with thoughts about supporting my teachers and students. I was not the only one. Other teachers in my building reported similar difficulties. Thankfully no one on our faculty was stricken with a case of coronavirus. And just as importantly, not one of my students reported that they had been ill.

Student participation started off fine. Most students were checking in, were doing the tasks that were assigned to them. I think that part of this was the novelty of the situation, some of it was that they were bored with nothing to do. As the spring stretched into the early summer, their participation waned. As the weather turned nicer, and the district shared their grading and reporting policy for the remote learning with students and their families, the students quickly began to withdraw from our online schoolwork. It did not require much for them to achieve a pass for the MP3/4 marking period, and they could opt out of a letter grade for the year if they chose.

AP exams were tough. Reviewing with the students remotely (online) was a challenge. We did our best, but I am not sure that they were as prepared as they would have been if we had been together in the classroom. I usually spend weeks in review, with timed practice tests, and constant review of the free response questions. I think that College Board had the best of intentions when planning the modified exams, but there were many technical difficulties reported and the opportunities for students to violate the rules regarding the integrity of the test were numerous. I had three students that had difficulties with the first round and had to take the makeup test. I later learned that for one student, she continued to have problems with the online format and had to email her responses to College Board. She told me that it was very stressful.

I was able to participate in a couple of online events, that did keep the students attention. One was a Girls in STEM night hosted by one of our clubs. The math department chair had organized some guest speakers, and they shared their experiences with being in a STEM program at college or in industry with about fifty of our students.

Now we are officially on Summer Break. Every teacher I know is anxious about what the new school year will be like. Will it be all online? All in person, like before the pandemic, or some hybrid with some students coming some days, and parts of instruction online? No one has that answer yet. I am usually so excited to see July on the calendar because it means that school is close. My wife says that I actually go into “school-mode” at the end of July as I start planning and thinking about teaching. I am not sure that I have the same excitement this year. More like anxious dread.